My Rantings and Other Non-Sensical Thoughts

So, I've been a little 'off' the last few hours. I can't explain why. Maybe it's because I found out what bar Live went to after the show & realized all I had to do was wait around & I probably could have gone. Maybe not. Did I want to go? Did I want to see them as human beings & not keep them on a pedestal? I can't answer that - I'm torn. Then I think - I'm going to be 31 years old on Friday. How fucking childish to even worry about shit like this. Is that what I'm bummed about or is it something more? Am I just tired of my life? My Marriage? Me?

posted by Chris O. @ 9/07/2003 09:11:00 PM