My Rantings and Other Non-Sensical Thoughts

Well, I made it through Day 6. *Barely*. In fact, this evening I begged one of my reps for a cig. Lucky for me, she refused & 2 of my other reps jumped into crisis mode & offered me gum & chocolate instead (I said yes to the gum and blew bubbles). All 3 talked me down from my freak-out.

Then, I almost begged again, but I thought about it and said "Ya know what...you don't want to do that. You will hate yourself for ruining all the hard work you've done to make it this far." , so I didn't ask and I was proud of myself for making it by myself that time.

I can't wait until 2 weeks or so has passed. It took at least that long last time until I was ok - it may have even been a month. Anyway, I thank Sharon, Stacy M. & Debra for not letting me smoke tonight. They saved me from myself and a HUGE mistake.

posted by Chris O. @ 11/30/2004 10:03:00 PM